when i stand at the threshold
of silence and voice
the instinctive response
is to always speak
and to speak loudly
the push from all sides
to be the loudest voice
for whatever the cause
to make the best argument
to make the strongest points
to not think
but to let loose the tongue
so that the sounds that drip
from my lips
are not the words i mean
but the words that are acceptable
so i linger in silence
for a bit longer
than perhaps i should
making people uncomfortable
with my unknown position
until i can sort through
the things that make me uncomfortable
and speak from a place of discomfort
the things that arent always beautiful
the things that arent always fair
but the things that are spoken
with my own tongue